Palliative Care Experience Reflection

This assignment details a student's reflection on their first encounter with death while working at a palliative care ward. Using Gibbs' Reflective Cycle, the student describes the event, analyzes their emotional response (frustration and feeling overwhelmed), evaluates their actions, and develops an action plan for future encounters with patient death. The essay emphasizes the importance of preparation, training, and ongoing reflection in providing compassionate care during end-of-life stages.

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Palliative Care Practice
Name of the Student
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The essay is to reflect on the personal experience with death and dying at palliative care
ward in X hospital. Gibbs’s Reflective cycle model is used for this purpose. The cycle comprises
of “description of the event, analysis of feelings, evaluation, and an action plan to prepare if the
situation arose again” (Gibbs, 1988).
During an evening shift, observation round for all the patients, when I reached the room
number 10, there was no reply from 82-year-old male. As I found him unconscious with no
pulse, I depressed the emergency room bottom staff alert the nursing staff. This is the first event
of death that I encountered in palliative care.
When I analyzed my feelings, I was frustrated, and emotionally broken on failing to save
patient. One of senior nurse staff told me that it was inappropriate to pull all the staff to attend
the emergency call. She instructed me to depress only the room call button of the patient.
However, I felt that my behavior did not breach the code of conduct as per nursing council of
New Zealand. I respected the patient’s rights in life and death (Schmidt et al., 2017).
As I evaluated my feelings, I realized that my feelings were part of the patient care in
dying stage. It was integral part of palliative care (Slocum-Gori et al., 2013). I realized that I
need to be more prepared for death. A solid training may help me cope up better next time and
avoid such stressor as also highlighted by Cho et al., (2015). Therefore, my action plan in future
would demonstrate a better understanding of patient death and realization that instructions of
mentors or strong preceptors do have positive implications for nurses to cop up with patient
death and stress. I am looking forward to patient death education to be able to deliver high
quality holistic care.

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In conclusion, I will continue to engage in reflection process to improve my nursing skills
by exploring and evaluating all previous clinical experiences.

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Slocum-Gori, S., Hemsworth, D., Chan, W. W., Carson, A., & Kazanjian, A. (2013).
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