Analysis of Development using Erikson’s Psychosocial Theory

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PSY112
Introduction To Psychology 2
Semester 2
Pn. Fatimah Haron
Individual Assignment: Analysis of my development over the life
course using Erikson’s Psychosocial Theory of Development’s theory.
Teoh Kwan Kei
B2000663

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I am 20 years old male students which is a Malaysian. Chinese is my ethnicity.
Trust vs mistrust, which is the stage of first stage of Psychosocial
Development according to Erikson’s theory. This stage is an important stage which
caregivers take important in build up a foundation of the infants (Syed & McLean,
2018). In my opinion, I did not fully overcome my conflict during the first stage of
Erikson’s theory and it impact my life until today. The reason I did not overcome
conflicts on this stage is due to lack of parents’ interaction and accompany. In my
memories and according to my mother’s information, I experienced loneliness which
my parents didn’t have much time spend with me. Even though I was placed at
mother’s office, it didn’t make us have much on bonding due to her huge load of
works. So I often cry alone without response from my parents which lead me mistrust
my surrounding. At the moment, I also experience domestic violence from my father
due to huge load of stress from work. These impact me to grow up with mistrust
personality which is I am more an introvert which is lack of courage in social
interacting and being lonely. My experiences can indicates that the trust cannot be
fulfilled between infants and caregivers if caregivers is not reliable to take care of
infant’s needs (Murphy et al., 2015).
The next stage of Psychosocial Development will Autonomy versus Shame or
Doubt. It is stage where toddlers were given choices of freedom to choose what they
like, what they prefer to develop autonomy among them (Syed & McLean, 2018).
When I was on this stage, I was in a good hand due to my mothers’ patients on
training me to be independence on basic events on this stage. My mother was patient
in the toilet training event, she use to remind me on my duty daily and explain the
steps patiently. Moreover, she did not punish me when I failed to do so. Other than

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toilet training event, I was given freedom in picking the clothes I preferred to wear
and toys to play. These events make me more independent which I can identify what I
have done wrong and right instead of over relying to parents. However, this stage is
quite difficult to me and my parents due to lack of foundation in the first stage which
there is lack of trust between me and my mother. Additionally, due to the conflicts at
the first stages, I only able to trust my mother but not the others due to build of
mistrust on the world in the first stage. The beginning of two stages contributes to my
personality which is I am independent however I am lack trust to others today.
During the third stage of Psychosocial Development, Initiative versus Guilt.
It’s a stage that children start to explore outside the world. So they are mostly at the
preschool period which indicates that they are able separating with their parents and
caregiver if they overcome the conflicts on this stages (Syed & McLean, 2018). My
first stages conflicts actually effects a lot which I felt hard to make friends and
communicating with my peers. I often crying if I was at due to new environment. This
also shows that the conflicts at the previous stage actually effected a lot in this stages
by developing mistrust to the surrounding which me don’t like to go to school. I also
having slow pace on making friends at the school after a long period because I
difficulty in trusting others.
During the fourth stages, Industry versus Inferiority, are more into the relation
between children with social interaction to develop their abilities to complete their
task in the impact positively or negatively (Syed & McLean, 2018). My parents felt
my grade on this subject is too bad so they decide to send me to tuition class to
increase my grade. However, these actually didn’t help due to the tutor is quite harsh
and strict on us and did punish us due to some minor problems. I end up hate the
subject and decide not to study on it anymore due to my low self-esteem on label